Hate List

I hate that I'm actually going to do this
I hate having to repeat myself more than once
I hate that I'm actually going to do this
I hate when people don't listen to me
I hate when I feel alone
I hate hating
I hate people who can be so skinny but eat more than the average person
I hate when people say their vegans yet they don't understand that if the animals were smart enough, they'd eat us too.  It's survival of the fittest.
I hate people
I hate that I can't go through the halls at school without being called crazy.
I hate people who hate me, but never had a conversation with me in their life
I hate when people judge someone by looks
I hate vegetables
I hate Veggie Tales
I hate creepers that rape people
I hate people who cause hate
I hate my eyebrows 'cause I don't have the balls to wax them
I hate my voice 'cause I sound like a man
I hate when guys ask me out for my body
I hate that guys actually think I'm pretty
I hate that I can't get any of those guys
I hate when people judge me 'cause I'm christian
I hate that people don't listen when I try to explain my faith
I hate when people use me for their own gain, whatever it may be
I hate that I had to go through my depression
I hate that I once considered suicide years ago
I hate that I'm listening to the Nyan cat song while doing this
I hate that there is no damn good music anymore
I hate that no one ever cares about what I've gone through
I hate when no one listens to my advice
I hate when people don't listen
I hate when people take me for granted
I hate when people didn't realize I shouldn't be there for them to take granted anymore.
I hate when I think about how I shouldn't be here today
I hate how I almost tore my family apart
I hate how I'm a spoiled brat who gets whatever she wants, even when she doesn't want it
I hate that so much I've cut
I hate so much that I've cried
I hate so much some days I don't think I can survive and stay in bed all day in agony
I hate how no one sees I'm hurt inside
I hate that I've lived under my house all my life, and my family doesn't realize I've suffered depression and how much I've hurt
I hate that people have to go hungry
I hate that we have so much food, we could feed those hungry for years
I hate people who sham me of my money
I hate those creeps that followed me home that one day
I hate that I wanted to kill them.
I hate that I had to learn self defense to survive in my neighborhood
I hate that I have to use it almost every day
I hate how arrogant my generation is
I hate how no one takes me seriously 'cause I'm young
I hate how no one sees like I see, and I can never explain it to them, it's frustrating as hell
I hate how people think they can lie to me
I hate how somedays I don't always eat
I hate how they don't trust me
I hate that I have so many guy friends, people think I'm fucking them all
I hate how I have to lie somedays, so they don't think I'm crazy
I hate that I have to leave my friends behind, just to be who I want to be
I hate that half my friends don't care that I'm leaving
I hate the thought of summer school
I hate that I have to wake up at 5 every morning for summer school
I hate summer school
I hate how no one really gets my nerdy references
I hate how people laugh at me for my nerdy-ness
I hate when people say fuck
I hate when people swear at one another over stupid crap
I hate how people can hate each other over stupid crap
I hate war
I hate commercials
I hate major companies
I hate how I feel after writing this
I hate how people don't stand up for what they think is right
I hate having to lie so they don't take me away
I hate having to hide myself from the world
I hate the damn school district
I hate how people think I'm stupid
I hate how people think I'm a guy
I hate how people think I'm gay
I hate those damn names they've called me
I hate that somedays I hate life
I hate how I feel sick reading this over

Yet through all my hate
I still love
And that's one thing they can't take away from me